About Me


This is me (from earlier this year)
completely unedited...

First of all I am a child of God and a lover of Jesus...I am a wife, and I do my best to be the best (atleast in my husbands eyes)....I am a mother and it is a great blessing! I am Me! :)

Im Mandee! Im currently 29 (as of 10/20/11). I was born and raised in Arkansas, I have lived in Calico Rock, Briarcliff Township, Jordan, Springdale, Fayetteville, Rogers, around Greers Ferry, and now Mountain Home...Ive learned alot in each place and it helped make me who i am today. 

Ethnically I am Multi-Racial...its something I love about myself. I am 1/4th Comanche and 1/4th Puerto Rican, which is made of other races (on my dads side) and French and more thats undetermined (on my moms side). You cant tell it from my photos but alot of people have told me that you can tell i am indian...mostly from my cheekbones.

I am an honest, kind-hearted, funny, sweet, loving person. I don't believe in the ways of the world...I believe that you should take grasp of each day and just live it by your own standards and enjoy each breath. I am in the process of learning alot about myself all over again. I have suffered Anxiety, panic attacks and depression for the last several years without medication, and that was and is extremely hard but the past year has been easier with the help of my husband and being close to my family again. Theres alot of my life that i don't like to talk about but will if my experiences will help someone else. I have alot of passions and things i like in this life. I wish i could pursue every dream I have but alot of them involve years upon years of school...and  some just involve money I just don't have to spare. 

All in all this is me...or atleast a taste of what is me. Im simple yet complex. Im very happily married to the love of my life Mr. Julian Crawford (check out his vid on my page or visit his youtube @ jcguitarists...we need to post more vids. i promise he is amazing) I am the mother to i guess you can say 3 kids..will be 3 in feb 2012, Azriel is 7, Gabriella is 5 and at the moment baby girl is 28 wks and 6 days in the womb, oh and we have a lovely cat named Miss Cleo who we affectionately call Bushkins...this is pieces of my life...Life isn't always easy, but its always worth it. lots of love and God Bless